I really hate being in this situation!!

Once again we are completely broke and no way of buying food.David's whole paycheck went for Nov.'s rent.So,we have to wait til next week,friday to get food in the house..I really hate living like this,being broke all the time and not having money for food or whatever the kids need,but it's ok for him to buy his beer..I can't stand to be with him anymore,can't stand to look at him,really can't stand to be in the same bed as him.Wish I could just pick up and leave instead of waiting for the day I have planned to leave,it's not coming soon fast enough..